#161

And yet, what more?
what yet more?
nothing.
nothing.

awake, at last.
finally, awakened.
no more.
no more.

Dreary dreams,
dregs and drudgery.
any more?
any more?

there's nothing left in me,
emptied, hollowed, drained.
i have opened my eyes,
and my soul remains sleepy.

a mere moment,
meant to last
at the very least,
an infinity.

It did.
It did.
But I'm awake through it all.
I'm awake.

No sleep for me,
the one meant for dreams.
the empty title of a dreamer,
undeservedly given.

I'm spent.
Please,
no more.
I give up.

Rest.
True rest.
Sleep.
Let me be.

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