#91

And I kept myself
from once again falling.
Oh! You don't know how easy it is
to both be and not.

Who wouldn't?
Not with those eyes of hers
that shame even
the deepest depths of the ocean—
or that voice of hers,
whenever she laughs or speaks,
that can make even the skies of stormy nights
fall silent just to hear;
fall quiet just to admire;
fall faint just because—

Or those gestures of hers,
no matter how weird or silly,
with intention or without,
dignified or merely trivial,
the whole world has to
conspire just to notice—
it has to—

And let us not even mention
the color of her soul—
her very being—
meant to be invisible—
yet hers
was among the only exceptions.

Oh!
If I were free—
truly free.

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